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shut up.

just because you
hide behind pretty 
words & stone smiles doesn't
mean i'm going to do the
 same.

i
am not
you.

i have the soul of a
dragon.
& when i run 
with the wolves,
this world
no longer matters.

to
all my demons out
there:
the next time you attempt
possession, i'll
be ready & waiting.
just some useless arguments with myself among other things. another vent piece i guess?
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LilyHellsing Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2014
So in other words, "BITCH PLEASE!" XD Lol. Love it :)
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LayaAmaranthi Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Was looking through my faves t'day cause I'm bored, and saw this one again and read it again and fell in love with it again. It's got me all riled up like "you wanna fight, bad stuff/demons? Hmm? Come on and try t' get me then, I'll give you a knuckle sammich and a right hook and an uppercut how you like THEM APPLES?! I ain't no little mouse" ...
...
yeah.
:XD: :p
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worldpeaceismine Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
You should compile these. Compile all of them.
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Riverclan23 Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2013  Student
even if it's just a vent piece I love it.
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GoldenNocturna Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2013  Student Writer
Fantastic vent piece, if I say so myself. :D That last stanza really made my day!
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shakes8 Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2013  Student General Artist
I love it. I think it is gorgeous.
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Story-of-a-Mind Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I love it. Although it speaks about anger, it speaks about inner strength too.
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DeliciousTacos Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
This is amazing <3
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lupus-astra Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
thank you. :heart:
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Silencedbook9 Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2013  Student Writer
Need a hug? 
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:iconlupus-astra:
lupus-astra Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Yes.
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Silencedbook9 Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2013  Student Writer
*hugs you* Hug 
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kushamisaru Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
One of the yous here sounds badass. Just sayin. :shifty:


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:iconlupus-astra:
lupus-astra Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks. <3
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Espada-Kitsuki Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Vent pieces are pretty awesome to me, because most of the time they're honest, heartfelt, and maybe even a little rough--my favourite kind of piece.
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lupus-astra Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Heh, thank you. c: I like venting.
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CrazyCharlette1415 Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Vent pieces make for the best pieces.
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lupus-astra Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Most of the time, yes.
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TheEmptyChest Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2013
That ending. THAT ENDING. :heart:
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lupus-astra Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Aha, thanks. <3
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TheEmptyChest Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2013
No problem! :D
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Purestrongpoem Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Great poem.
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:iconlupus-astra:
lupus-astra Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you.
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Purestrongpoem Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome.
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SimnisterEthics Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I love this. DEARLY.
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lupus-astra Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you. :heart:
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ShadowEyes197 Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Reminds me when I was younger, before I stepped foot into "reality", before I decided to seek approval of adults because it was required or else, when I would walk freely here and there, say this or that with out a care.
When my mind wasn't just inside my head, but out in the world to run through. I would have imagined flying, playing,singing, or fighting forces that threatened to yank me from the sky, and I would wish to do this alongside ones who perceived the world just like me.
I still imagine these things, but these are just dreams that I can only wish for.
I never was able fit in before I was hammered into "reality", but even if learning the ways of "reality" can be helpful in fitting in, it's all fake, and it's depressing. It drains you. People take things from you that you can't ever get back, but you survive, that's what is important, that's what the adults told me. No real happiness, just fake for the sake of others egos. 
They make you feel guilty for not walking in their path, they tear you down saying you can't build up for being the way you are, only their way can you get up to the sky. I was blind and young, I didn't see I was already in the sky. But now, I am just another brick in their building. I turned into my enemy.
I don't want this. Not at all. But it is built into me, it is now covering my dragon soul. 
I am the one that hides behind pretty words and stone smiles. I am envious of you, being able to be free. Being brave and stepping your foot in saying no to the forces. I can only wish I was just like you.
I like this, I like it very much. Just thought I'd write all of that. Probably doesn't make sense, this is just what I got from it. Thanks for taking the time in writing this, I enjoyed this.
Dragon gif 
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lupus-astra Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Okay. This is one of the best comments I've ever gotten and it means so much to me.

I'm not strong. But I'm trying to be.

God, thank you for this comment. I'm still young, but reality is closing in and I'm absolutely terrified.
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ShadowEyes197 Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
The trick is to find some one who is alike, then you guys can be yourselves as much as you'd like with each other. 
It is scary, though, it becomes natural later so no need to fret. ^-^ just make sure to stay connected to yourself, don't lose sight for who you are.(Cheesy right?)
This is one of the best poems I've ever read, so I just had to comment.
:airguitar: 
I'm curious, what else do you do? To vent out negative energy that is. Music? Art?
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lupus-astra Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I normally write, cry, daydream, or play Pokemon. Yep. I'm uber immature.
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ShadowEyes197 Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Wait... that's immature?? Ha ha, ^-^ sounds like fun, except for the crying part.
I write, play music, make music, anything that circle around music, draw, daydream, think about philosophy and physiology. And boring things.
Which pokemon game do you play? Do you have the recent games?
If so, are they good?
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lupus-astra Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Oh my god I have almost all of them. You have no idea. I don't have a 3DS though so I won't be getting X & Y anytime soon.

Pokemon is my life. A big part of it. It keeps me calm.
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ShadowEyes197 Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I used to play pokemon awhile back, but now I'm starting to get into it again, it's pretty fun. 
What's your fav Pokemon?! 
Muajajaja..How funny..Onion Charmander avatar Charmander La Pikachu emoticon Cyndaquil la plz 150 pokemon Mew La Plz Squirtle SWAG free icon! 
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insomniaplague Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2013  Hobbyist Writer

Bahhh your venting hurts my heart. D: You're a great writer, you know that?

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lupus-astra Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I'm sorry, it's not meant to hurt! D:

But thank you very much - that means a lot since I love your writing like a lot. :heart:
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insomniaplague Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2013  Hobbyist Writer

It's okay. It's a good kind of hurt. :iconlaexplosionplz:

:blush: Ah, quit it. You're very talented, and that means a lot for me to hear too.

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Scr1b3 Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
:heart:
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lupus-astra Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
<3
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Oreochema Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Absolutely gorgeous. I have an inside joke with some friends of mine that I'm part dragon, but secretly, I believe I have at least part of a dragon's soul trapped inside me. ;)
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lupus-astra Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Honestly, me too. And wolves. I just feel like I don't belong as a human. It sounds dumb, I know, but I can't shake the feeling. Not when I always feel so drawn to things with dragons, wolves, felines...
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Oreochema Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Someone understands! :hug: And here I thought I was the only one!

I once had someone (who is now a close friend) who is very involved with the mythological part of our world tell me that he saw something horse-like in me. Which is funny because my favorite 'real' animal is the horse. So I could be a unicorn, pegasus, alicorn, centaur, or even a hippogrif if he is correct. But really, I'd rather be a dragon. ;)
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lupus-astra Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
*Skyrim theme plays*

I am a dragon.
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Oreochema Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
XD  Indeed, if the Skyrim theme plays for you!

But as a weird, dragon-obsessed nerd, I have to say that the dovah in Skyrim are really only dragon variants. True dragons actually have four legs in addition to their wings. Wyverns, on the other hand, have two! So I think the Skyrim Dragons are some sort of cross. Or in the Skyrim universe, that's what true dragons look like... *shrugs* I have no clue.
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MonsterOfYourDreams Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
This is you venting? You vent in a very beautiful way! 
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lupus-astra Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you very much. <3
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crystallized-skies Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
:heart:
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lupus-astra Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
<3
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Piezelle Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2013  Hobbyist
I like this.
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lupus-astra Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you. 

I like you <3
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